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Waking up next to you makes me feel like it's okay to exist.
Like somewhere in some corner of the world -
there's a place for me.
I know this security isn't safe,
and I have to hang onto all of my guards.
But I'm growing comfortable to the ten minutes
before I fall asleep, spent keeping you awake.
It's in those ten minutes that I realize
What's mine.
Nothing else matters.
Yours.
I need to reorganize my uncertainty.
I feel like I'm running with my eyes closed.
And soon I'm going to hit a wall.
It sucks not knowing where you'll be in the next couple of months.
Or even the next couple of days.
But it's okay knowing who you'll be.
Like somewhere in some corner of the world -
there's a place for me.
I know this security isn't safe,
and I have to hang onto all of my guards.
But I'm growing comfortable to the ten minutes
before I fall asleep, spent keeping you awake.
It's in those ten minutes that I realize
What's mine.
Nothing else matters.
Yours.
I need to reorganize my uncertainty.
I feel like I'm running with my eyes closed.
And soon I'm going to hit a wall.
It sucks not knowing where you'll be in the next couple of months.
Or even the next couple of days.
But it's okay knowing who you'll be.