inner screams
havent you ever feel like all you are doing is screaing and no one hears you. i mean your suppost to have friends who listen to u and are always suppost to be there for you no matter the dumb shit you pull..but now adays it seems like they arent anymore it is like if you move away then you have died and no one cares about you.well at least in macon i have found one her name is lauren and she was in my english class last semester and we really hit it off i mean shit she has only known me about 4mts and shes nice enough to listen to my problems and doesnt judge me for my actions.life is full oof shit right now i mean if i didnt need to live and i wasnt scared of dying then i wouldnt be here...i have resorted to going back to my old ways again i cut my arm up but i cant let my friend josh find out about it because hes all into me and if he finds out there is no need for him to talk to me anymore...which would make me even more sad....but life without me would it be any different life is bad but is it really bad or is it just all in my mind.....