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well.
the past few week has been such a week.
from parting my ass off to crying my ass off.
lets start from friday. good party at seans. i was pretty drunk.
then saturday afternoon at taresas house for a going away party for sammy.
then saturday night for sams last night out. that night i was blackout fucked up. and i really couldnt tell you what went on.
sunday was hard for most people with saying bye to sammy.
my hard day was monday.
jamie, kasten, malcolm, jimmy and i all went to fort hamilton to watch sammy swear into the navy and leave for illinois.
i am soo glad i was able to go.
but lets just say it wasnt easy.
i thought i was going to be the strong one but i def. wasnt. i was the first to lose it.
and the ride home was the worst.
sam made us cd's to listen too. all i heard on my cd was 1-3 and i had to take it out it was sooo hard to listen too. i was crying so hard i couldnt breathe.
tuesday wasnt any better though.
ohh me and jimmy got dogtags to wear. they are sooo cute.
its so hard to wake up in the morning and not go to call her. she was my wakeup call. my cig break and my best friend. i never thought it was would be this hard.
it is getting easier though. sometimes.
but there are times when its me mal jaim and jimmy that we just cant deal, we try to just smile and change the subject but we all know what were all feeling.
i just cant wait to finally talk to her on the phone or get my first letter from her.
well i need to go and get ready for work now.
have a nice day :)
the past few week has been such a week.
from parting my ass off to crying my ass off.
lets start from friday. good party at seans. i was pretty drunk.
then saturday afternoon at taresas house for a going away party for sammy.
then saturday night for sams last night out. that night i was blackout fucked up. and i really couldnt tell you what went on.
sunday was hard for most people with saying bye to sammy.
my hard day was monday.
jamie, kasten, malcolm, jimmy and i all went to fort hamilton to watch sammy swear into the navy and leave for illinois.
i am soo glad i was able to go.
but lets just say it wasnt easy.
i thought i was going to be the strong one but i def. wasnt. i was the first to lose it.
and the ride home was the worst.
sam made us cd's to listen too. all i heard on my cd was 1-3 and i had to take it out it was sooo hard to listen too. i was crying so hard i couldnt breathe.
tuesday wasnt any better though.
ohh me and jimmy got dogtags to wear. they are sooo cute.
its so hard to wake up in the morning and not go to call her. she was my wakeup call. my cig break and my best friend. i never thought it was would be this hard.
it is getting easier though. sometimes.
but there are times when its me mal jaim and jimmy that we just cant deal, we try to just smile and change the subject but we all know what were all feeling.
i just cant wait to finally talk to her on the phone or get my first letter from her.
well i need to go and get ready for work now.
have a nice day :)