Jun 24, 2005 22:55
Well today I had a little hope that I would be be able to see Zack for just a little while cause he promised me that he would come see me at work if he went into town. I think he did go in town cause he is still not home yet. So if he did he brook a promise to me and he let me down. But I know that he was with the guys and I know how much more important they are to him then I am. I really have no idea what to do. I mean I really needed to see Zack today cause I needed to give him a letter. This one would of been the 3rd one but totally different from the other two and this one I wanted to hand him but whatever I guess he is not going to get this letter and he is never going to know exactly how much he means to me and how much I love him, but thats his damn fault no isn't it? Why do guys make promises and then always brake them? Zack can make me so mad and make me cry, but no matter what I love him and I always will and he can always make me feel better even if he is the one that fucked up. This is all just so crazy. Why does love have to be so hard?
Well I am going to get going cause I don't wanna go on and on about my problems to ya'll. So I'll talk to you later!!
LaTeS!
Love ya,
Michelle