i want to fucking kill!!!
so i totally got ditched tonite, im pissed off, depressed because of the amount of homework and cant decide whether to run away or stay here with the things i have come to adore, damnit why cant i just get hit by a jumbo jet liner engine and let everyone else live in peace, why am i so fickle about things, adn why do i stick with things that i know are going to end in disaster!? why why why why why why why why why why why?