True Friends Stab You in The Throat
True friends stab you in the front
keep you from getting what you want
when one more fix could kill you
they help you realize that
you're more and less than you first had believed
you've so much to give and there's so much you need
shortcuts through graveyards and a brand new way to breathe
three thousand miles just to learn,
all that's gold does not all shine...
and helping words aren't always kind,
when one more kiss could kill you,
they help you realize that
how to let my guard down
accept the fire that has spread among us.
and if you're feeling all right,
you've got to play it again,
you've got to play it again.
What i have to say:
its soo hard lately for me to fly with broken wings, i wish they would hurry up and heal its upsetting me to be like this, im bringing everyone down around me, it seems like im screaming my lungs out to those who i want to hear me, and they just dont seem to get it when i tell them whats going on, i wish i was annywhere but here right now, im working to make someone elses dreams come true, im on an emotional rollercoaster where i wish the harness would break and id be thrown from it so i wouldnt be on it.i dunno whats come over me i just started feeling this way about 3 minutes ago, thinking to myself what im doing with my life, i might be going to school, ahve a more respectable job than most people, have a beautiful girlfriend whom i love with all my heart, and sometimes i wish the world would just leave me behind so everyone else could go on with there lives, im going to call my health insurance company today and talk to them about seeing a head doctor again, because i just stopped showing up to my old one cuz she was batty and said i had a drinking and drug problem and had me goto therapy for it which didnt do me a bit of good.so umm im rambling now and i doubt anyone has read this far, so ill stop