sry
i know i know i haven't written in this this for the longest time, i forgot my user name, well lets see here don't like jeffey anymore he said he hated me well i hate u to then, (well i don't mean like that since he hates me i hate him it means he hates me and i hate him not cause he hates me though i just do cause he said i started this entire mess and i didn't he did so.....nah(lol)) it's sad to say i like this one guy that i've never stopped liking and it just pises me off cause i don't know if he likes me but we never talk anymore so now i really don't know if i like him but whenever i use to talk to him i jsut felt this connection i would even of called it love!!!!! wow love most ppl don't think they'll ever know what it feels like yet i believe i experiance it almost everyday!!!! well this guys takin me to the christmas dance but ya i mean i forgot that 2 days before he asked me to go w/ him he was talkin bout how his girlfriend just broke up with him so now i feel like this really big rebound girl just to show her that he can get a date in a short ammount of time just like she can!!!! i'm just really pissed!!!!!! i don't even have a dress to tell u the truth and my mom won't buy me one until she's sure no one has a dress i can borrow! by that time all the perty dresses will be gone and all the ugly and big dresses will be left and none of them will fit me so i'll go to the dance in jeans cause my mom won't let me wear this dress i borrowed from chelsea cause it's just so "summery" and u can't wear a dress that reminds u of summer in winter now can u oh no that would be a crime!!!!!!!well i can't think of anything else to say but i promis i will update this a whole heck of alot more and i mean i will write like hell (i just wanted to swear cause i felt like swearing)