completely fuckin pissed...even tho i shouldnt be
i dont noe if i should or shouldnt be writing this in here but hea goes...last nite i was tlkin tu MIE thats rite MIE FUCKIN TAPE...and she said mandy was slppin at b's...im liek ok w/e happi 4 themm...then tuday she calls me frum paw paw rocky's house (and i dont have tu put b's dad ya should noe that) anyways...wat gets me so upset is that she tell me mandy jenny and rae r in da damn pool.......alllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the time i been noein fuckin rachel has she ever tol me i coould go in his pool?? nO!!!!!!!! and im her best fwend...ok...anyways...THEN tape says ya they all got her tu wear a b/s.....WTF?!?! how the fuck long i been tryna get her tu wear a b/s??? i was so hurt that i started cryin...then denise says hey lexi...im so fuckin suprised she didnt "accidentally" call me mandy im suprised she didnt forget who i was...i noe wats guna happen...i jus fuckin noe it...bah next skool year ima be sittn on "our" bench all a fuckin lone while rae walks around wif mandy and her lil preps fwends....why the hell am i so mad and sad? i have good reason I FEEL LIEK IM FUCKIN BEIN REPLACED BY THE PREP FRUM HELL WHO HAS NO FWENDS SO SHE HAS TU TAKE MINE AND RUIN MIE LIFE i noe if rae reads this she will mos likely get mad at me fa tlkin bout her fwend but i have tu get this off mie chest so sorrie hunnie!!! i hate feeling liek this...due yall noe wat its liek tu feel liek ur best fwend is replacing yew? liek she dosent care bout yew and she found sum1 new? IT FUCKIN HURTS LIEK HELL!! o noe that she thinks i replaced her wif mellie which aint true best fwneds come be4 b/fs...i think shes pissed cus he came up all the time wen i was in hammond...im sorrie i wanted tu see mie b/f alone fa once ya noe...then i tlked tu her b/f chris tuday...yaaaaaa not that it matters but yaaaaaaa.......i wana kill mieself...honestly i due....o ya i made mie journal fwends onli cus i dont want any "stupid people" reading it. hu hu hu mie rae tape and jenny HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA so fuckin funnie....im out....