You make me wanna pick up a guitar
I kind of forget to mention a couple things.
I emailed Max a couple days ago, said I was doing better, and that I would probably call him this week.
But now I can't, because I know I disappointed him. I miss him. And I know he's worried about me.
I really just want to go to the beach with him right now. It would really help me. But I don't want him to see me this way.
I really wonder if I'll ever get things straightened out, and be ok.
I want Max to be a part of my life in some way. But I know it won't ever be like it used to be. I just wish it could be as close as possible to the way it used to be.
He really was the best friend I ever had, and I loved him so much. But I fucked up, like I tend to do.
All I can do now is try to be ok.
I emailed Max a couple days ago, said I was doing better, and that I would probably call him this week.
But now I can't, because I know I disappointed him. I miss him. And I know he's worried about me.
I really just want to go to the beach with him right now. It would really help me. But I don't want him to see me this way.
I really wonder if I'll ever get things straightened out, and be ok.
I want Max to be a part of my life in some way. But I know it won't ever be like it used to be. I just wish it could be as close as possible to the way it used to be.
He really was the best friend I ever had, and I loved him so much. But I fucked up, like I tend to do.
All I can do now is try to be ok.