I know you'd rather see me gone than to see me the way that I am
Part of me really thinks I should remove Max from my friends list. His entries just make me too sad.
I don't know if I love Duncan. There are times when I wonder if I really love him. There are times when I wonder if I'll ever love anyone the way I loved Max. God, it is so fucking hard for me not to call Max. I want to call him tonite, but I am going to try very hard not to.
I am lonely right now, and Duncan fills the void in me. I don't know how long this will last, if it will be the kind of love that will last forever. I am just going to see how long it lasts, and hope.
I just don't know if I will ever stop loving Max. But I don't know how I could possibly be in love with more than one person.
When I'm the closing manager at work, and its late, and we have nothing to do, I start thinking about Max. And I get lonely. I miss him.
God, why can't I just fucking move on? Why does this have to be so ridiculously hard?
I don't know if I love Duncan. There are times when I wonder if I really love him. There are times when I wonder if I'll ever love anyone the way I loved Max. God, it is so fucking hard for me not to call Max. I want to call him tonite, but I am going to try very hard not to.
I am lonely right now, and Duncan fills the void in me. I don't know how long this will last, if it will be the kind of love that will last forever. I am just going to see how long it lasts, and hope.
I just don't know if I will ever stop loving Max. But I don't know how I could possibly be in love with more than one person.
When I'm the closing manager at work, and its late, and we have nothing to do, I start thinking about Max. And I get lonely. I miss him.
God, why can't I just fucking move on? Why does this have to be so ridiculously hard?