Why do I have to love you? Why why why.
Ugh, so uhm, yeah. There's this kid named Jimmy who I'm like in love with, and it hurts, so much, that he doesn't return one inch of that feeling. People tell me that he does, and we sure do flirt a hell of a lot. But it just confuses me because when he's around this one kid, he's a complete jerk. But when he's not around him, he is the sweetest most nicest guy ever and I love him. Ah why why why why why?
Arg, so anyways today I went up there, and I had to watch him play a video game for like an hour. I was outside because his mom wasen't home, and my brother was inside helping him out. So he gets done and we go in there, and he's all being a jerkish person. Saying go home and stuff like that, he was joking, I know but I love pissing him off sometimes, it's fun. Sometimes it leaves me in a heartbreak. But whatever. Anyways the kid Cody came over and he was ignoring me for a few minutes, and when he was talking to me, he was telling me to leave, and when I was about to he'd tell me to stay. And ah, it's confusing like a lot.
I just hate it....a lot.
Arg, so anyways today I went up there, and I had to watch him play a video game for like an hour. I was outside because his mom wasen't home, and my brother was inside helping him out. So he gets done and we go in there, and he's all being a jerkish person. Saying go home and stuff like that, he was joking, I know but I love pissing him off sometimes, it's fun. Sometimes it leaves me in a heartbreak. But whatever. Anyways the kid Cody came over and he was ignoring me for a few minutes, and when he was talking to me, he was telling me to leave, and when I was about to he'd tell me to stay. And ah, it's confusing like a lot.
I just hate it....a lot.