I want to be Your Candy-Coated WHORE...
i love choices.
today i went to Pecan's with Molly,Storm,Anna,and Kate...it was very interesting. i think i have a problem with communicating with people and i don't kno why either. i think i just think that whatever i say will end up sounding stupid. so i just don't say anything at all.and the really funny part is that i'm a really opinionated person and it actually is quite ridiculous that i would even think something like that...but.. it's kinda awkward...but hey...is that really any better??
anyways. i have my fair selection of boys to chose from, although every one of them isn't even remotely like me...which could be a good thing...and a bad thing.how will we relate to each other? i don't want someone exactly like me...but someone close to it wouldn't hurt.um.i'm always hearing about people "liking" me...what the hell is that? is this 6th grade? who says that anymore? it's either you want someone or u don't.simple.but i do hear that alot.and it makes me think."well...y do i hear this from other people and not the person themselves??" am i really that scary or intimmedating? i mean really...what the fuck is it? but.who cares...like i said...i have some choices..dosen't mean i like them. i just really wish someone would set me up with someone who would really care...someone who would be a REAL boyfriend instead of a fuckin asshole. and maybe...i'll find that person on my own. but...i don't kno about that.
