"You're Too Gorgeous To Look So Sad"
And I'm "home". I am away from her. Why does this have to happen to me? These feelings of insecurity and lonliness and me feeling lost whenever she's away? What has happened to me? I used to be so independent and so....I dunno. I find myself clinging to her. That's not a bad thing either. I love the feeling of her on my arm, or vice versa. Like I said before, I love it and I'm proud to have it. I had a good day. I don't know how long since the last time I said it, but it's been going pretty good. Just trying to get by. I was thinking last night that I don't wanna live my life that way: "Just trying to get by". I want it made. But I know that won't happen. I know it won't happen because in order for me to "have it made" is going to require a miracle. And frankly, that miracle has already been passed to me. :D No joke. So my miracle limit has been hit. Everyone gets ONE miracle during their lifetimes. And I have mine :) But I figure that if my life is meant to be easy, then it will. I just gotta let fate decide what in the hell it wants to do with me, and I'll help out as much as I can along the way. Eh, another school week. Gag me. I want out!! I'm gettin' too old for this crap. Seriously. Well, not as old as Cecilia, just kiddin' girl! Blah, but I've already decided I don't wanna remember high school all that much. Besides my Junior year, which was the best of my high school career, I want nothing as far as memories go. Oh well. Sorry if I offended anyone. Well...not really. I'm excited about Friday. I think it's still a go...but uh, it should work out. GOD I wish I wasn't so TIRED. I don't know what's up with me lately but I've been DRAINED. I honestly don't know what's up. See like right now, I'm about to pass out, I'm so beat. And I didn't even do anything! Maybe once I'm off these meds I'll get back to being Beast. I don't feel very beastly at the moment. Well kids, it's been fun chatting with you. Until next time, dun dun DUN! You're only young once. That's all I have to say.