Feb 18, 2012 11:18
I hate when you dissapoint someone. When they say that you have that is the worst feeling ever. I get this pit in my stomach and then i dwell on what i "should" have done instead of what i did do. The hard part is that you cant make everyone happy and try and be happy yourself because you put so much work in making others happy that you put yourself on the back burner, then when people realize your doing things for yourself they get all pissy and want to know why, they dont understand that i need to be happy with myself as well. Any way im sorry that i am just ranting. Here is an update, i was moved to another floor the other day which makes me so happy, cuz my last room didnt have a shower, never really realize how much you love it till its gone. Never take that for granted,never trust me. Im doing ok doc says that im not ready to go home he is not happy with my breathing test so i am stuck here some more, joey left yesterday which sucks, anyways i am done for now, hope ever one has a good saturday!!!
p.s. can someone leave a message and tell me if they are readying my stuff or not, i mean its ok if there not im just curious