I am in the army. Be there in 4 hours...
I'm scared right now but I also have a sense of relief. I've got a gut feeling I made a mistake by doing this. But I'll be making something out of myself. I'll be getting out of this town atleast for a few months. Away from the people who do stupid things. I'm going to miss only a few people here. I'm not going to name anyone but I'm sure you know who you are. I'm going to miss my friends in other cities alot aswell. I wish I was smoking a fatass blunt with each one of you. Not going to be able to see the people you care about sucks. I'm freaking out man. I'm packing my shit right now and it seems so god damned hard. Someone shootme.