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Dec 31, 2003 21:02

it looks like everyone got placed where thay wanted, or where they are most talented (appropeatly).
and im the last one to find out.
i always am.
just like the summer...
::sigh::
and its like, why am i even going back? i could go to mad shows and take classes at f.i.t. and travel to jersey {woo-hoo} and...
what am i talking about? i dont do shit over the summer. and i have no talents.
i guess im only interested in seeing whats gunna happen to the like, 15(?) of us that are left. TAC 3. HOLY SHIT.
this summer is seriously going to be a big learning and growing and discovering myself sorta summer. and id say we are a pretty random bunch. we've known each other for years and have a lot of history and drama between all of us(a lot). but now we've gotta put all that shit behind us because we're "staff". staff. fuck. im going to 17 this year.
this is not where i pictured myself being when i was 10. or 13. i have done things i never dreamed about, which is good. but im still not anywhere close to the person i thought i was going to become.

btw: camp, for the campers is Jun 30 - Aug 20.

sorry for the sluky, ultra-emo entry.
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