Sep 12, 2004 18:54
*sigh* So. I'm pretty torn up about this. On the one hand, I've been told that more than just the one person who made the comment thinks I'm a slut and a now-alcoholic. Which leads me to not want anything to do with any of you who've been gossiping about you. On the other hand, I don't know who exactly this is, so it would be unfair to say that any of you from our little group in HS is to blame for talking shit about me. I feel betrayed, not because you guys are making harsh judgements out of shit you don't even know about, (I just think you're stupid and immature,) but because even now, in college, you guys can't say something to my face. Way to grow up, guys. Way to be mature adults. We're not in high school anymore. This drama, this gossiping, this bullshit, it SHOULD be behind us. I'll put every one who asks back on my friends list, but if you're one of the people who's been talking about me, send me an email or something. Truthfully talk to me about it, and don't make judgements until you know what I'm actually doing with my life.
Trust has always come hard for me. You guys were the only people I trusted for seven years...where did that go?