May 20, 2004 21:19
fine fine, burgy, I'll update ya bitch :-P
Hmm let's see. Monday did nothing, Tuesday was awards. Funness, we and the group acted like total idiots and got the ENTIRE room at stare at us for our constant screaming. I'll miss choir, God, will I ever. I got the music scholarship, which is only for 200$ but it kinda feel likes, I dunno, it's my little way of being acknowledged by the music department, like I'm important *shrugs* then had sadness with Ercus, but we're all gravy now, so it's nothing imporant *huggles ercus* Wednesday was nothin important. Had vocal coaching, and it went really well. I'm so happy cause I just keep getting closer and closer to where I need to be. I'm softening my voice like I ought to, and learning better breath control, and Janice seems pleased as well. Oh yeah, that day had the Musical Theater Review also. It went decently. a lotta the small numbers went sooo well. I'm just so fucking glad to be done with that class. One more class of it. ever. *whew* Today was pointless. but it was fun. I more or less came to A. not get murdered by Madame, B. see Marcus, C. see the French play, and D. get the arrangement of I Will Remember You to people in the group. Speaking of, I finally finished the arrangement. i went schizoid today and like was uber stressing cause nobody understood anything I transcribed or the rhythms or anything and I was just like shiiit. Plus, when Hattie and Alicia asked to work ont heir part before going over it together, Hattie started fucking off with Ninaz, and I was like, yeah, can you like, not do that? lol. I mean it's really not a big deal, but it was just like bah. anyhoo during fourth I then went to the french play it was soooo cute. Madame is obviously quite torn up about them leaving, (aww.) Anyhoo, I didn't wanna go back to class, so I did some work in the media center. Then after school we got everything ready for the presentation tomorrow for english, then came home briefly then off to the park! marcus and I went to the mall to get some food, then we went over to Lake Elkhorn. Yes, I like that place. It's closer than Centennial, and with less people so! Anyhoo, got home at a little before 7, started moving a few things back into my room, (namely my wonderfully comfy Queen size bed that my awesome sister had to get rid of so I got,) and then passed out on the comfiness lol. So yeah, now I'm finishing up my english shit, and about to start my essay for french. I swear, last day of class tomorrow and I've gotta write an essay tonite that's part of my final exam grade, as well as read two chapters and be ready to dicuss them in class tomorrow. I read half of one, hafta do those questions and the A Ecrire, then I gotta just read and understand the other one. Not too bad, but, who knows how much my brain is gonna work tonite. I've actually got some incentive to be awake in the mornings lol.
So, last real day of classes tomorrow. On the one hand, it's seriously hit me, on the other I'm in total denial. I mean, truthfully, after Monday, I'll never have another class with some of these people again, and that's really terrifying. Especially towards the underclassmen, I don't know how it's gonna be without them...Meh, there shall be time to reflect later. I'll continue putting it out of my mind for now.
I wrote the other night. It's not too great, but I'm happy that I wrote. I wanna get back into those habits. Writing, painting, just doing things. And I'll have time to once school is done. I'll be able to relax and live my life, but alas i'll prolli just waste it away in front of the computer. *shrugs*
So. this week has been quite good. even with drama ensuing, and the overall negative tone of my entry, I don't mean it that way. I'm so happy. With everything. I'm graduating high school, I've got my entire life to live and it's at my fingertips, and I'm spending these days with the people I love dearly. :-) Ma vie est vachement...parfait. *knocks on wood lolol*
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