(no subject)
today i feel... well i dont know what i feel. and thats the problem. usually i know if im sad, angry, depressed, and (even tho its rare) happy. but today i feel...
its not that i feel numb or blank. its just that theres an orgy of emotions and feelings rushing around thru me.
lets see... why should i feel happy?
things seem to be going kinda good with a girl im talking to =]
why should i feel sad?
my friends are gone for 5 days
i think im screwing up with this girl
im the cancer to my household
i should feel crappy right? lol but idk its like the happy feeling kinda equals out, which is strange cuz everyone knows i fold under the negative feelings and bow to it like its slave. but i guess this time its different.
oh and i havent smoked pot since july =]
its not that i feel numb or blank. its just that theres an orgy of emotions and feelings rushing around thru me.
lets see... why should i feel happy?
things seem to be going kinda good with a girl im talking to =]
why should i feel sad?
my friends are gone for 5 days
i think im screwing up with this girl
im the cancer to my household
i should feel crappy right? lol but idk its like the happy feeling kinda equals out, which is strange cuz everyone knows i fold under the negative feelings and bow to it like its slave. but i guess this time its different.
oh and i havent smoked pot since july =]