Guys suck..... whuts wrong with me?
You kno, I've said on here that guys suck a few times, and I mean, c'mon, dont they all at one point?
Until we all get older and they mature, everything about them and us is going to pretty much suck Unless, its just me.... :( And I hope that its not the truth.....
But yea..... These past few days have been sooo great, I guess I'm getting used to the world of "love". if you all understand that.... Mmmm But yea, other than that, everything else is great, but I have realized one simple plain fact, and that is: Carl Poovey is immature, and he doesn't know how to treat women!
Wow... I'm glad that I got that off my shoulders... Lol But I mean, its freaking true, why do I sit there and tell myself that I like him, when I kno that in the end he is just going to dump me, or piss me off enuf to dump him, and then we get back together??? Is there something wrong with me, or is it just him?
I'm just trying to see what is wrong here, and then fix it.... But other then that, I had a really awesome weekend, mostly in the morning and afternoon before 2 on Sunday!
I went to Breakfast with this really hott 15 year old that I met the day before, and then I went to the Flea Market down in Ormond with him..... In the end, he impressed me enuf to like him, and I impressed him enuf to like me! So I guess its what you call a "win-win situation"? I think it is... :D
So, I think my Dad is into letting me acctually date early, and Brant (thats the name of the guy) and his Dad talked, and he asked him to ask my Dad, if it was alright to take me to a movie sometime this week or somethin like that!! Haha!!
I never expected him to acctually wanna take me on a date before!!! But when i was hangin with him on Saturday and Sunday, he was being super sweet and he was like opening all these doors for me and he was telling his little brother to leave us alone when we were talking! But here is what he looks like: He is about 5'7 ish, and he has like longer hair (but not past his ears) and its light brown, and he dresses all skater-like, and he is funny, and he is like everything I've been looking for lately!! OMG... if I were to date him on a regular basis, it would be like a match made in HEAVEN!!! (Angel Chourus Lol)
I really can't wait to see him again, and when my dad talks to his dad, I think they r gonna set up a date for us!! (The only problem is that both of our Dad's will be in another movie, but atleast they wont be sitting right next to us... Lol) Wow... life sux but its great under certain circumstances =]
God, I just can't wait to grow up.. and have a guy that will stay with me for my lifetime... isn't it time already????
*sigh* Maybe I'm just feeling too old, but don't we all? Wow... I think I'm growing up... Lol Scary Huh?
Soon I won't give a flying fuck about guys, and then they will just come to me... mwhahaha.. j flippin k
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