Hey everyone! Nuffin here rele..... im bored.. and its a sunday and i should be doing something. but im supposedly 'grounded' becuz i didnt call my dad yesterday when i was over Megan's house... ehhh
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well im gonna say somethin now then.... ok... u said that u didnt do NE thing to either of us to ruin our frienship... and thats a load of bull crap.. i mean, c'mon Kaylin! u hav totally changed ur image and everything.... before u became a cheerleader, u didnt rele care about certain things and now its just like ur obsessed with most things! ur all caring bout ur bf and i kno that i seem like the same way... but scott is someone that i acctually care about, and he is someone that i kno that i can be with for a very long time even though we are going to different H.S's. with every boyfriend u hav now, u get sooo into him and then when he brakes ur heart u cry for hours! u get too intrested into this guy and u say that ur gonna be with him forever.... buut the longest relationship that u hav had was in 6th grade, for 9 months! and now every relationship that u get into, that u say is "going to last forever" never endsd up working out. see, u may not realize it but, u hav changed so much, that i dont think i wanna be ur best friend NE more .. and im just stating the facts about u and im not trying to bring u down on NE thing or hurt u.. but ur so oblivious to some things that its not even funny...... well that is only a little bit of whut i hav to say about this!
I know u were on the phone when she called, she kept refering to "we" but NE who...... I know u wanted to tell ur friend about the party, but some stuff we don't want spreading around to the whole world. i understand that's not ur fault. Ok, so cheerleading is only s'posed to be a hobby. but c'mon, u hafta admit, u guys have only been practicing for a lil while, and u've basically let it take over ur life. I know everyone gets obsessive over something, we're all guilty of that once and a while, but some are more than others......(self explanitory) We understand you're coming out to be a more outgoing person, but u have to admit, it was kinda hard for us when u went straight from, our friend who we could count on, to 'OMG I'M GONNA MAKE MYSELF KNOWN TO THE WORLD' over night. and when u all of a sudden became 'better' than us, u just shoved us away from u more and more. you say you're becoming more like us. if you felt u wanted to be more like us, u could have said something, rather than change so suddenly and drastically that it just kinda intimidated us (of course we're over it now, we're just frustrated) I know we're changing, and we do notice it (i do NE wayz) and change is just a part of our life right now. but the way you changed and started acting around us/your friends/guys, was just to much for us to want to deal with, so we just pushed u away. do u understand? i don't wanna fight w/ u, and i wanna be ur friend, but we all need to get together, and throw all this out at each other so we can get it off our chests. i don't like being mad at some one like this. ok? we've been friends since like 3rd grade. and all of these things are just gonna start tearing us apart. there's nothing we can do about it. by next year, or so (after we're in high school) we'll all prob have new friends, new cliques, and just new everything. so if we're never friends again, or even see each other again, i just want to let u know these things. if we don't settle this, then that's our problem, but w/e happens, just stop and think about what's going on and how it'll effect people around u Always ~Megan~
i'm glad ur happy w/ urself now, that's all i want for NE one (except maybe Courtny Winters.....grrr) But w/e happens, just don't hurt ur friends Btw: u applied to stay w/ us. well, news flash for all my friends: I'm going to Matanzas...... i'm sorry ~Megan~
Megan I agree with everything u say... and i do see that we have changed also.... but i dont rele wanna say alot right now... im so upset...... ur going to Matanzas..... this cant be happening.....
u said that u didnt do NE thing to either of us to ruin our frienship... and thats a load of bull crap.. i mean, c'mon Kaylin! u hav totally changed ur image and everything.... before u became a cheerleader, u didnt rele care about certain things and now its just like ur obsessed with most things! ur all caring bout ur bf and i kno that i seem like the same way... but scott is someone that i acctually care about, and he is someone that i kno that i can be with for a very long time even though we are going to different H.S's. with every boyfriend u hav now, u get sooo into him and then when he brakes ur heart u cry for hours! u get too intrested into this guy and u say that ur gonna be with him forever.... buut the longest relationship that u hav had was in 6th grade, for 9 months! and now every relationship that u get into, that u say is "going to last forever" never endsd up working out. see, u may not realize it but, u hav changed so much, that i dont think i wanna be ur best friend NE more .. and im just stating the facts about u and im not trying to bring u down on NE thing or hurt u.. but ur so oblivious to some things that its not even funny......
well that is only a little bit of whut i hav to say about this!
~me~
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I know u wanted to tell ur friend about the party, but some stuff we don't want spreading around to the whole world. i understand that's not ur fault.
Ok, so cheerleading is only s'posed to be a hobby. but c'mon, u hafta admit, u guys have only been practicing for a lil while, and u've basically let it take over ur life.
I know everyone gets obsessive over something, we're all guilty of that once and a while, but some are more than others......(self explanitory)
We understand you're coming out to be a more outgoing person, but u have to admit, it was kinda hard for us when u went straight from, our friend who we could count on, to 'OMG I'M GONNA MAKE MYSELF KNOWN TO THE WORLD' over night. and when u all of a sudden became 'better' than us, u just shoved us away from u more and more.
you say you're becoming more like us. if you felt u wanted to be more like us, u could have said something, rather than change so suddenly and drastically that it just kinda intimidated us (of course we're over it now, we're just frustrated)
I know we're changing, and we do notice it (i do NE wayz) and change is just a part of our life right now. but the way you changed and started acting around us/your friends/guys, was just to much for us to want to deal with, so we just pushed u away. do u understand?
i don't wanna fight w/ u, and i wanna be ur friend, but we all need to get together, and throw all this out at each other so we can get it off our chests. i don't like being mad at some one like this. ok?
we've been friends since like 3rd grade. and all of these things are just gonna start tearing us apart. there's nothing we can do about it.
by next year, or so (after we're in high school) we'll all prob have new friends, new cliques, and just new everything. so if we're never friends again, or even see each other again, i just want to let u know these things.
if we don't settle this, then that's our problem, but w/e happens, just stop and think about what's going on and how it'll effect people around u
Always
~Megan~
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But w/e happens, just don't hurt ur friends
Btw: u applied to stay w/ us. well, news flash for all my friends: I'm going to Matanzas......
i'm sorry
~Megan~
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call me later or something....
~me~
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