A relfection on 2005
I believe there is a time in every person’s life when they realize that the world is completely and utterly fucked up. I grew up in a shiny, happy town, filled with (at least what I perceived to be) shiny, happy people. Then I grew up and the real world came and ruined everyone’s fun. People I’ve known since childhood have told me about how their life has gone to shit, and I sit and listen, powerless.
After a while I began to reflect on the seemingly infinite amount of wangsting I’ve done recently, and feel guilty. I feel guilty because I’ve had a fairly good life, my problems are trivial. ‘The dorm food sucks’, oh boo-fucking-hoo, at least I have food to eat. ‘I’m lonely, and I’ll die with nothing except my 87 cats by my side (black tear)’, oh shut-up. First, that’s not going to happen, animal control would never let me have 87 cats. Second, I have friends and family that I can talk to if I feel things are getting out of hand and the real world is getting to cozy.
So to the real world I say this: Sod off, you can’t break me. I am going to make you a better place to be.
Y’know, I think 2006 is going to be a little more cheerful.
Quote du Jour: '.. ever since I tried/ Trying not to find/ Every little meaning in my life/ It's been fine'
After a while I began to reflect on the seemingly infinite amount of wangsting I’ve done recently, and feel guilty. I feel guilty because I’ve had a fairly good life, my problems are trivial. ‘The dorm food sucks’, oh boo-fucking-hoo, at least I have food to eat. ‘I’m lonely, and I’ll die with nothing except my 87 cats by my side (black tear)’, oh shut-up. First, that’s not going to happen, animal control would never let me have 87 cats. Second, I have friends and family that I can talk to if I feel things are getting out of hand and the real world is getting to cozy.
So to the real world I say this: Sod off, you can’t break me. I am going to make you a better place to be.
Y’know, I think 2006 is going to be a little more cheerful.
Quote du Jour: '.. ever since I tried/ Trying not to find/ Every little meaning in my life/ It's been fine'