stalker stories
ok so the randy thing. dmike is getting impatient so i am getting right to it.
*side note* i just had public speaking class and there is the hottest boy ever who sits in the front corner. he (name=zach) is so pretty to look at and funny too. oh and he doesnt like cigarettes! thats always a good thing. i love public speaking now! so hot...want to touch the heiny!
anyway, so every once in awhile randy (thomas-heh remember him?) will talk to courtney on IM. i ended up switching my name and i neglected to tell him what it was. heh. oops. so he periodically asks courtney how i am and wants to know what my screenname is. she always finds something clever to say to get out of it. he'll say things like, "how's lauren? i think about her all the time." the latest is that he asked court if she would ask me if we could all hang out. her me and him. i guess that'd be ok if it involved us beating the shit out of him. ha. he also said he at one time had a "hardcore crush on me." court said something like yeah i think she did too. he didnt believe her and said that he couldn't see why someone would have liked him b/c he was so annoying and stupid. well that's a given. i dont know why i did either. apparently he's changed or sth. i dont know. i find it hard to believe he didnt know i liked him. it was so obvious. dont ask me why i did. you know what tho? i know it sounds dumb and unbelieveable but he was a good guy. when it was just a few of us hanging out in good ol valley park, he was normal. intellectual and understanding. even though it was crazy, the days with bryan, derek, wimpy, and randy were lots of fun. it was always an adventure. (sorry it has to be said: wimpy will ALWAYS be 13). so anyway i guess i'm saying that i liked the part of him that he kept hidden away. i dont know why but his immaturity came out when we were in big groups. i dont know if he was just uncomfortable so he acted like a jackass or what. why do ppl have to be like that? why cant they just be themselves all the time? ppl are strange. (when you're a stranger. faces look ugly-when you're alone).
when i think about it i wouldn't really mind hanging out with him sometime. it would be interesting at the very least. it would be fun just to fuck with his head like he did mine. sorry that's mean. but i wouldn't like call him or anything. maybe i'll run into him at a show or something. i still think he's a punkass but that doesnt mean you shouldn't give someone a chance to redeem themselves. who knows? maybe he's not a whiney brat anymore. =) so i guess my crush from like two years ago who ditched me at prom is stalking me. who would have thought.
on another note: this girl tere in my pub. speaking class was telling me all about the pledge of allegience tour. it was on saturday at the saavis center. i'm so jealous. i wish i had just gone. she said slipknot was really awesome and american head charge and system of a down (soo jealous!) were great too. rammstein was weird but good. and mudvayne cancelled. punks. oh well. tere was saying that people were jumping over the guard rails from the seats onto people in the pit. crazy shit! and they might be giants were playing at pops that night too. i didnt want to drive out to the east side all by myself so i didnt go. two cool shows and i didnt go to either! i'm so sad i want to cry. i miss having a concert buddy. kerry you and your stupid city suck!
*side note* i just had public speaking class and there is the hottest boy ever who sits in the front corner. he (name=zach) is so pretty to look at and funny too. oh and he doesnt like cigarettes! thats always a good thing. i love public speaking now! so hot...want to touch the heiny!
anyway, so every once in awhile randy (thomas-heh remember him?) will talk to courtney on IM. i ended up switching my name and i neglected to tell him what it was. heh. oops. so he periodically asks courtney how i am and wants to know what my screenname is. she always finds something clever to say to get out of it. he'll say things like, "how's lauren? i think about her all the time." the latest is that he asked court if she would ask me if we could all hang out. her me and him. i guess that'd be ok if it involved us beating the shit out of him. ha. he also said he at one time had a "hardcore crush on me." court said something like yeah i think she did too. he didnt believe her and said that he couldn't see why someone would have liked him b/c he was so annoying and stupid. well that's a given. i dont know why i did either. apparently he's changed or sth. i dont know. i find it hard to believe he didnt know i liked him. it was so obvious. dont ask me why i did. you know what tho? i know it sounds dumb and unbelieveable but he was a good guy. when it was just a few of us hanging out in good ol valley park, he was normal. intellectual and understanding. even though it was crazy, the days with bryan, derek, wimpy, and randy were lots of fun. it was always an adventure. (sorry it has to be said: wimpy will ALWAYS be 13). so anyway i guess i'm saying that i liked the part of him that he kept hidden away. i dont know why but his immaturity came out when we were in big groups. i dont know if he was just uncomfortable so he acted like a jackass or what. why do ppl have to be like that? why cant they just be themselves all the time? ppl are strange. (when you're a stranger. faces look ugly-when you're alone).
when i think about it i wouldn't really mind hanging out with him sometime. it would be interesting at the very least. it would be fun just to fuck with his head like he did mine. sorry that's mean. but i wouldn't like call him or anything. maybe i'll run into him at a show or something. i still think he's a punkass but that doesnt mean you shouldn't give someone a chance to redeem themselves. who knows? maybe he's not a whiney brat anymore. =) so i guess my crush from like two years ago who ditched me at prom is stalking me. who would have thought.
on another note: this girl tere in my pub. speaking class was telling me all about the pledge of allegience tour. it was on saturday at the saavis center. i'm so jealous. i wish i had just gone. she said slipknot was really awesome and american head charge and system of a down (soo jealous!) were great too. rammstein was weird but good. and mudvayne cancelled. punks. oh well. tere was saying that people were jumping over the guard rails from the seats onto people in the pit. crazy shit! and they might be giants were playing at pops that night too. i didnt want to drive out to the east side all by myself so i didnt go. two cool shows and i didnt go to either! i'm so sad i want to cry. i miss having a concert buddy. kerry you and your stupid city suck!