phone calls and over dramatics
why does wes always do this to me
he doesn't want me, but he wants me to be miserable
i thought he was supposed to be my best guy friend
and all he does is hurt me
tells me that no one wants me
"you've lost all that weight and still no guy wants you"
what am i supposed to say to that?
i guess he is right
it's been a year since i have had a steady relationship
and i already feel like crap about that
then wes says "i'm the only one who would even think about dating you"
and maybe he's right about that too
and wes only wants me when he doesn't have a better option
what's wrong with me?
i just want someone to love me
today was ok until about 3 when he called....
i have no idea what i'm gonna do for the rest of the day...
prob try not to cry
he doesn't want me, but he wants me to be miserable
i thought he was supposed to be my best guy friend
and all he does is hurt me
tells me that no one wants me
"you've lost all that weight and still no guy wants you"
what am i supposed to say to that?
i guess he is right
it's been a year since i have had a steady relationship
and i already feel like crap about that
then wes says "i'm the only one who would even think about dating you"
and maybe he's right about that too
and wes only wants me when he doesn't have a better option
what's wrong with me?
i just want someone to love me
today was ok until about 3 when he called....
i have no idea what i'm gonna do for the rest of the day...
prob try not to cry