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I haven't ever thought of drugs and alcohol as all that similar. But lately I am beginning to feel more like I felt in Seattle when I was fucked up on pills all the time. Only this time it's with drinking. But it's harder, because I don't have to hide it or lie about it, nor can I hide from it. It's always readily available. And I am just digging myself deeper into the same hole. The more I drink, the sadder I get, and the sadder I get the more I drink. What's a girl to do?