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also, i realize that i fucked up. big. i get it. i did bad things, and i was a bad person. but so were you. and so did you. i just don't see why you can't let it go. it never really made sense to me, though, that a person would for so long hold a grudge against another person (especially when it was completely hypocritical). i believe that we are all so intertwined that to hurt you would only mean hurting myself and hurting people that i love. i hurt you, i know; i'm only trying to make it better. and, for clarity's sake, i am not a bad person. everyone makes mistakes, and once you dig yourself a hole, it's difficult to get out.