May 24, 2005 12:57
My life is so confusing.
ah, geeze.
Rusty asked me back out.
i said, "i dont know"
again, im pretty stupid.
aanyways. i went to springfest.
i saw Matt and Drew there.
that was awesome.
i havent seen Drew in forever.
so that was pretty cool.
i pretty much see Matt everywhere i go.
.....stalker. just kidding.
Then I met Kristy's friends Jon and some other guy?
I keep forgetting his name.
they are soooooo cute!!!
Jon is pretty cool.
I talk to him online alot.
but i want to talk to his friend.
and, me and kristy want to hang out with them more.
which is cool.
so, yeah.
Then I like this guy..
He says he kinda has a crush on me
but, i accually have no idea what that means comming from a guy.
eh, help..
this is, he didnt tell me..
he told Kristy.
so, im not sure what that means either.
gosh. its confusing. look at the conversation...
Kristy (9:35:34 PM): hey.
Him (9:36:06 PM): hey girl lol
Kristy (9:36:09 PM): hey boy.
Kristy (9:36:10 PM): ha.
Kristy (9:36:16 PM): whats up?
Him (9:36:50 PM): u nm u
Kristy (9:37:02 PM): not much.
Kristy (9:37:15 PM): thanks for the glowstick necklace.
Kristy (9:37:16 PM): lol.
Him (9:37:25 PM): ure welcome liol
Kristy (9:37:33 PM): mmm. so, im just curious..
Kristy (9:37:34 PM): but..
Kristy (9:37:41 PM): do you really have a crush on emily?
Him (9:38:09 PM): kinda ya
Him (9:38:11 PM): lol
Kristy(9:38:14 PM): ha. i knew it.
Kristy(9:38:26 PM): i wanted to seriously ask the other night, but she was over here.
Him (9:38:44 PM): lol u suk ure too smart lol
Kristy (9:39:02 PM): lol. what can i say.. its in the genes.
"Kinda yeah" hmm i have no idea what that means.
if he does.
or he doesnt.
or he likes me but, not like really likes me.
i dont know.
this is confusing.
someone help!
preferably the guys.
because, yeah, you probably know what he means.
and yeah. ive liked him for a long time.
so, it would be awesome if he liked me.
i dont know.
it probably wouldnt work.
i hope it does...
but i dont expect it to.
So, yeah.
well, i need a new layout.
geeze.
but seriously....
im retarded.
really, i am.
i just dont know..
look at the conversation between him and me.
him (9:32:57 PM): i 's loves u
me (9:33:00 PM): YES!
me (9:33:02 PM): SCORE!
me (9:33:07 PM): i love you too!
me (9:33:08 PM): lol.
that one was random...more...
him (7:47:31 PM): sooo wat chicken but
me (7:47:44 PM): orr not,
me (7:47:56 PM): but, chicken is good thought.
me (7:47:58 PM): though*
him (7:48:32 PM): lol
him (7:48:37 PM): ure butt lol jk
me (7:48:46 PM): ugh!
me (7:48:52 PM): i swear, im going to chop it off.
him (7:49:10 PM): and give it too me lol
me (7:49:33 PM): ugh! no, throw it away. no good can come of it.
Him (7:49:45 PM): ya it can
Him(7:50:02 PM): safe a homeless person to shelter under it lol jk
me (7:50:21 PM): UGH!
him (7:51:09 PM): i sorry no im just playin
.....that was soo weird. i was ready to smack him...more...
him (8:03:17 PM): ya i know
him (8:03:23 PM): u church girl lol
him (8:03:29 PM): but i love that
hahaha...funny kid.
he makes me laugh.
but that was kinda sweet.
anyways, well, i dont know.
im still confused.
oh well, i guess it will happen as it should.
im out, ♥