Dec 14, 2008 02:08
I have a problem, I'm quite aware. Most of you drink to relax and have a good time and that's cool. I reach for the bottle any chance I get just so I can feel normal. So I feel like I can be anyone besides myself. I hate myself. I hate everything about me.
And I'm sure you do to if you're reading this.
Lastnight I kissed a girl I've never even had the courage to talk to. And I'm sure when she woke up and was sober and realised who she was kissing she probably vomited such are the tales from many other girls who have kissed me.