I can't take it any more!!!!
Ok that's it! I can't do this any more. Anything that could go wrong today has gone wrong. Pops had foot surgery yesterday, he's doing fine. Grams is pissed all the time now, it's like she can't take that the attention has shifted from her problems to pops' surgery. So what does she do... she bitches and complains all the time to try and get attention. She was doing fine, then as soon as pops decided that he was going to get this surgery, grams all of a sudden starts feeling like shit again. Now, she thinks that she's going to die all because pops got this surgery and the doctors can't figure out what's wrong with her. In the mean time, I'm getting completely swept under the carpet. I mean I've been out with Chicken pox, not exactly something that I could control. Then all of a sudden grams says oh well you only have 2 pox left you need to pop them so that you can get back to school and be ready to make dinner and such. I need to get out of this house. I need to save up money and find some roomates and just get out of here. Whatever happens, happens. But I can no longer wait until next fall to get out of here... I just can't deal with this any more. Then to top it all off... Mom hardly talks to me any more, and if I can get her on the phone, she talks about Holly, for whatever time there is, I don't even get to talk about what I want to talk about... it sucks... I just need out...