Mar 19, 2005 03:46
the depression is eating me alive
i can't escape...
why am i even writing this...?
i'm so pathetic...
and in my pathetic attempts i'm hoping someone will read this... and think of me... fuck i'm lame
why even breath?
what's the point..?
fuck you ian... FUCK YOU
who are you to even feel or care?
someone's going to read this and think... "oh my god ian's crazy"
and then they're going to try 'help' you...
psht... ha!
can't help me... can't even start...