hmm...
it's been a long time since i've written this... don't know why i'm writing in it now... maybe it's because it's been so long? maybe it's because i have a lot i need to say... i don't know...
my life is all over the place... no more netherlands, no more italy, no more francesca... lots of adrian, too much adrian... lots of the same... i need changes... good, positive changes... i can make those changes, but it will be hard and a lot of work... i'm kind of lonely... be strong ian...............
my life is all over the place... no more netherlands, no more italy, no more francesca... lots of adrian, too much adrian... lots of the same... i need changes... good, positive changes... i can make those changes, but it will be hard and a lot of work... i'm kind of lonely... be strong ian...............