what's wrong with me?
why am i on the verge of tears all the fucking time? i'm on the verge of 'em now. thom's had 1 day at St.V and we're already fighting. he doesn't like it there and i feel guilty. i dunno why. it's like cos he's upset and i can't do anything to help him so i feel guilty. how fucked is that? we just had another stupid arguement(one of many) about whether we're gonna go up to lee. i hate fighting with him. i love him to bits-more than anything and any1 in the world and i just don't wanna lose him. i can't even begin to express how happy he makes me feel and i just wish i knew how happy i made him.
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