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this makes me happy.. oh so happy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KlgxpJxd4s
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i dont write in here that often anymore. motherhood is a busy life...someone should have told me ahead of time eh?
my god i love this lil boy of mine. so damn precious,and every day makes me love him a little more. this is such a personal transformation...i think if i got married i might even have another...dont tell anyone though,im supposed to hate kids remember? heh
havent been doing too much lately. but the heat and will to lose my baby weight has made me stop eating. and ive gone vegetarian and its the best damn decision ive ever made. i never ate that much meat to begin with,so its not that much of a leap.
the other night on my nightly walk, i was confronted by some guys behind the shelter shooting up,they followed me and were harrassing me...i walk the trail in the other direction now. eep
my sister leaves for niagra falls next week. im happy to have the apartment to myself. but im terrified to be alone, and be a new mom without help... if you see me bald,its because i pulled out all my damn hair.
mark fucking houston is coming down from calgary the weekend of the tenth. staying at my place and we're going to see the matadors at the bugaboo.. YAY
then possibly the same day he leaves to catch his plane,i might be on a bus to halifax.
We tried to take atticus camping two weekends ago,but it wasnt happening,he was sick,so i decided not to go,good thing too,it rained all weekend.
I went to Tjs birthday BBQ last weekend. that was fun, miss seeing everyone that i hardly see anymore. i see tj lots,so that doesnt count.
i love that boy,but he really needs to figure out what he wants.
speaking of boys. i think ive found a cutie who is mature and not a drunk :O i know,die of shock.
and if its a good thing,i will be kissing teryls feet for the next year,haha
and since i never livejournal thanked alex for the blanket.... THANK YOU ALEX.. i love the punk rock baby blanket, and so does atticus,he sleeps with it every night,and day. <3 .... also i hope the dress fit.
alright im done updating.