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my cousins, amira & maddie, are staying with us at the moment.
oh joy.
they're cool; but get annoying.
i think id like to get to chloe's asap.
i miss those kids too much.
its weird how dependant i am of my friends.
i need them to make me smile.
sad aye.
i havent taken my medication in a week or so.
new record. im doing ok. though i have some weird psycho attacks. me and emma have been fighting more than usual. hm. plus i can nevere say anything to anybody in this house without it turning me into a bad mood. with few exeptions.
*sigh*
it shits me having to rely on a pill to keep my entire life in control.
fuck that shit.
i'll get through this i dont gie a fuck ill show 'em all i can control my own life & dont need meds.
fucking fuck.
though i am returning to a few bad habits that i cant help. sorry. ok look im not gonna be better just in the click of a finger ok? this wil take time & as my friends i need you all to be patient & help me through this ok? please?
heres the beginning of a new chapter.
hopefully this one will end happy.
xx
oh joy.
they're cool; but get annoying.
i think id like to get to chloe's asap.
i miss those kids too much.
its weird how dependant i am of my friends.
i need them to make me smile.
sad aye.
i havent taken my medication in a week or so.
new record. im doing ok. though i have some weird psycho attacks. me and emma have been fighting more than usual. hm. plus i can nevere say anything to anybody in this house without it turning me into a bad mood. with few exeptions.
*sigh*
it shits me having to rely on a pill to keep my entire life in control.
fuck that shit.
i'll get through this i dont gie a fuck ill show 'em all i can control my own life & dont need meds.
fucking fuck.
though i am returning to a few bad habits that i cant help. sorry. ok look im not gonna be better just in the click of a finger ok? this wil take time & as my friends i need you all to be patient & help me through this ok? please?
heres the beginning of a new chapter.
hopefully this one will end happy.
xx