Wow, this is a lot longer than it was supposed to be

Jan 07, 2004 23:31

I cant believe we were lying in our graves thinking we were spending our living days well

Back at school now. Not really where I want to be, but I know if I endure it now then I'll be free for a year/year and a half to work, and then to travel. I want to do humanitarian work overseas. Does anyone know any good organizations? I only know about CUSO and it doesnt seem right for me.

This semester I'm taking Cognitive Systems 200, Psychology 217- Thinking Critically About Psyc, Psychology 100 (still), English 220- A Basic English Survey Course (not actually called that), and Philosophy 240- Knowledge and Reality. See me go. But I've actually figured out good work habits. Took me long enough.

It was really good to see the girls from highschool this Christmas break, even though I didnt have much time at home. Pia I'm really sorry I couldnt make the girls night at Lucie's, but I had to go pick my mom up at the airport because my family is stupid like that. Also, I had a good time playing in the wind one night.

I'm moving this weekend, from Junior Residence at UBC (think tiny room, shared bathrooms, and a shitty caf) to one of the Senior Residences, Gage Towers, where you share an apartment with 5 other people. I saw a notice up the other day, for a girl who wanted to switch from Gage to Vanier. I called her, worked out the details, and then...how perfect is this? Her room in Gage is in the same apartment as my really good friend Christina! I cant believe how well this has worked out.

Sort of related, have something else going on with me. Read here:



I've been in a really wierd head space since just before New Years. I'm hoping moving with get me out of this fucked up feeling. I'm being so hard on Tony, because I'm not being myself, and taking out all my sadness and anger on him. He's not the only one this is affecting. I'm lucky to have so many good friends. Virginia, one of my friends, has been amazing, letting me stay at her beautiful, quiet apartment some nights, and being totally there for me. I just want to feel good again... I dont know what the hell is wrong with me. I feel like I'm fucking up all the good things in my life. I dont even feel like being around people these days.

I just need good friends right now, and dont mind if I'm not seeming like myself.
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