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To think that crying would have an ending point. Cause I don't think I have an endless reservoir of salt water in my body.
I feel like two of my friends are on suicide watch, so is my cousin. Don't worry, I'm not going to commit suicide. Not that morbid.
I appreciate the gesture of sending me these good night messages and making sure that I go to sleep on time.
It's just not the same though. I really miss him - I truly do.
My mom knows something is wrong and she wants to help fix it, cause she sees how upset I am. But I'm just even more upset at my parents.
Fuck. I need to stop crying soon.
I just hope for the best. That's all I can do right now.
I feel like two of my friends are on suicide watch, so is my cousin. Don't worry, I'm not going to commit suicide. Not that morbid.
I appreciate the gesture of sending me these good night messages and making sure that I go to sleep on time.
It's just not the same though. I really miss him - I truly do.
My mom knows something is wrong and she wants to help fix it, cause she sees how upset I am. But I'm just even more upset at my parents.
Fuck. I need to stop crying soon.
I just hope for the best. That's all I can do right now.