May 02, 2004 16:02
All I can think about is how much i have wronged you and how sorry I am. I can change I know I can. Please don't give up on me. I know you love me Jayce and you care for me. Don't say that I didn't matter, because I did. I will do anything I can to have you back. I have no place to stay so I am going to Rayal Oak. There is the Common Ground facility there. That is my only option.because of that I can't go to holly high. Jayce I made a mistake, I fucked up. But it will never happen again. You can't retreat back into your shell that you fought so hard to get out of. After all the things you have done for me, i can't let that happen. If it's too late then I will fight my hardest to get you back from being that way. I know I am the one to have done it, but I am sorry and I want to fix what I have broken. You may not want me to but I will try.
I went to festival grounds last night. I went to the very spot where you came up to me. I sat there for a long time crying. Jayce... I love you so much, my actions don't show it. But I do and my actions will show it. Jayce I need you back... PLease don't give up on me. Please give me another chance. Please Jayce.