Cloud 9
Man! Today was the greatest day since well yea.. I love seeing Jayce everyday! I love going to Holly it's a complete turn around from Carman-Ainsworth. I am in a good neighborhood too so Jayce is happy for that. I love him so much! I spent the whole day with him! He is so cute! Today I had told him of the visit I recieved in 4th hour todayfrom the guy from Oakland schools who would help me get on my feet. when I told him that I could be adopted by the Harveys he replied that he wouldn't have me stay a Harvey for too long. Maybe for five years. In other words he was saying that he would like to... yes kiddies.. be with me for the rest of his life. yes, marriage, or so I think. I could see me and him doing that. I could see it working. I see a life I wouldn't mind living until my death. Is that wrong? If it is I don't wanna be right! I love him so much that I find myself having trouble breathing when he's around. My heart burns for him and I KNOW that he feels the same. I wish I could express the way I feel for him. my love... sigh. I am lovestruck with such an intense force I am becoming...GIDDY ...its like I am a little girl. Yet this is the real thing. wow. Never thought I would be this lucky. When I was dropped off at the scout meeting by Jayce I got into my brothers car and yelled that I loved him and screamed. Jayce heard it and I got super embarressed but It was worth it. I kept ranting and raving to my bro about the love i felt for Jayce. like I said earlier, cloud nine...