Long time... lots of changes.
Wow. It has been such a long time since I have wrote in here. Damn, a lot has changed since then also. Me and Lindy have a townhome in Conroe now. I work full time at a chemical plant doing security. It's a pretty easy job and it gets the bills paid. I am going back to college in the spring. I'm not dating anyone at the moment, which is pretty odd, because since me and joe broke up, i dont think I have gone more than like 2 weeks with out a boyfriend. I dont know, I'm kinda enjoying being single right now. I know, crazy huh? lol. anyways, like the rest of the world, I have became totally addicted to myspace. Ok, I'm like on there all the friggin time. So, yes, I have neglected LJ in exchange for the almighty myspace. lol.
anyways, me and my parents are getting along pretty good, a lot better then we ever have before. i met my real dad last november. things havent really been going to well in that department. but hey, im still alive right? i graduated high school.... even though i didnt think i ever would. damn, it feels like just yesterday i was sitting at my aunts late at night writing on here, even though i had to be at school early the next morning. gah... i was a junior then, and now i have already been out of high school for a year and a half. back then, i couldnt wait to get out, now i would give anything for the chance to go back. i didnt have nearly as many worries as i do now. i like the freedom, but i wish i had knew then what i knew now, because i wouldve done things way different. joe is in the army now. we talk occassionaly. i think he is like the only ex boyfriend that i can actually have a conversation with without it turning into an arguement.
johnny died december 7th 2006. im still getting over it. i dont think my dad will ever be the same. it hurt him so bad.
well, im going to get off of here... but i will def try to write on here alot more... mostly because its a lot more private than myspace, and there are alot of things i can say on here and not have to worry about my friends seeing it because no one ever gets on here anymore. o