Dec 26, 2005 21:54
i guess ill be able to handle just being friends. ok, not really, but there isnt anything else i can do. i really dont feel like dating other guys. i did run into an old friend/boyfriend today and we are supposed to go out sometime, but i just want to be friends. im not ready to get into a relationship right now. everytime i think i have found someone good, it turns out to be too good to be true. ive been taking down pictures now, and i hate it. i found some old pics from freshman year of me and sarah, and brett, and i put those out today. i feel so lost. i miss joe, but i just want him to be happy...... i might go to work with lindy at mcdonalds. yay what fun. i dunno yet. but hey, at least its a job. i guess i can do it until i find something better. wells, i gots to go now. peace out everyone, and this will be the last time i ever say this-----i love you joe and i always will. gooodbye..........................peace out everyone