asshole
why is it that you do something that you think will make everything better, and instead of everything getting better, everything gets worse? i have my reasons for breaking up with joe, more then which i have told anyone. but if people want to jump to conclusions and not really care bout my feelings then fine. i dont care anymore anyways.
joe,
i really did love you but if you dont want to believe that then fine. you obviously weren't who i thought u were. i wasnt going out saturday night on a date, i was going out because my friend was tired of me watching sad movies and moping around the house, so she got me to go out. scott went as a friend, not as a date, although he did sneak out to see me, but it was only to try to cheer me up. see, it wasnt my parents decision for me to break up with you, it was mine, and there is more to it then i told u. i was gonna tell u, but that was before i realized what an asshole you are.now i see there is no point in me even wasting my breath. i dont think u ever even really cared about me from the way u are acting. the only reason i said that to about the sex thing was because i was really pissed and we all say things we dont mean when we are angry.i didnt think before i spoke and im sorry for that. im sorry i ever fell inlove with you and im sorry i actually thought we would get married. you obviously had other plans and didnt even consider my feelings. i know i wasnt always the perfect girlfriend, but everyone has their flaws. i tried to do the best, and to get over my past, but unlike u with ur little perfect life, i have had problems that i dont think u will ever understand. no one ever will. i have said i was over some of the shit that happened last year, but the truth is that im not. it still hurts like hell. even worse then before. ive gotten into doing some bad stuff, but i never slept around on you. i cant believe u said that. i never ever did that even though i had plenty of oppurtunities to do it. but whatever. fuck it. it doesnt matter anymore. i needed a friend, but ur too stupid to understand. im sorry for ever coming into ur life asshole. life sux anyways so it dont matter. i have no reason to live anyways.are u happy now?
joe,
i really did love you but if you dont want to believe that then fine. you obviously weren't who i thought u were. i wasnt going out saturday night on a date, i was going out because my friend was tired of me watching sad movies and moping around the house, so she got me to go out. scott went as a friend, not as a date, although he did sneak out to see me, but it was only to try to cheer me up. see, it wasnt my parents decision for me to break up with you, it was mine, and there is more to it then i told u. i was gonna tell u, but that was before i realized what an asshole you are.now i see there is no point in me even wasting my breath. i dont think u ever even really cared about me from the way u are acting. the only reason i said that to about the sex thing was because i was really pissed and we all say things we dont mean when we are angry.i didnt think before i spoke and im sorry for that. im sorry i ever fell inlove with you and im sorry i actually thought we would get married. you obviously had other plans and didnt even consider my feelings. i know i wasnt always the perfect girlfriend, but everyone has their flaws. i tried to do the best, and to get over my past, but unlike u with ur little perfect life, i have had problems that i dont think u will ever understand. no one ever will. i have said i was over some of the shit that happened last year, but the truth is that im not. it still hurts like hell. even worse then before. ive gotten into doing some bad stuff, but i never slept around on you. i cant believe u said that. i never ever did that even though i had plenty of oppurtunities to do it. but whatever. fuck it. it doesnt matter anymore. i needed a friend, but ur too stupid to understand. im sorry for ever coming into ur life asshole. life sux anyways so it dont matter. i have no reason to live anyways.are u happy now?