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Category: Life
i really have no idea what i want to say in this but i need to say something. it's almost 2am and i don't want to go to sleep cause i know i just have to wake up.
i want to be happy again, i really do. i'm getting close. of course then i think about whether i was as happy as i thought i was. how many times do i just want to lay down and cry. why? i never have a reason that i can actually put into words, i just do it.
i hate being hurt, but most of all i hate when my friends get hurt becasue of something that has to do with me. it's amazing how little drama there would be in my life right now if i would have made a few different choices just a few months ago.
good news though is that my brother is moving to evansville with sarah and the doggie and the kitty! i missed my brother. i love that he's happy again.
Oh and more good news, Squirl came to see me today. she got me out of the house and we talked. we gossiped casue that's what i seem to be good at lately, yeah! it's amazing how much she knows about a place she doesn't work at anymore, she knew shit i didn't even know.
jason and me with help from anna have decided on my new tattoos. they are going to be so frikkin' cute and so me!!
Category: Life
i really have no idea what i want to say in this but i need to say something. it's almost 2am and i don't want to go to sleep cause i know i just have to wake up.
i want to be happy again, i really do. i'm getting close. of course then i think about whether i was as happy as i thought i was. how many times do i just want to lay down and cry. why? i never have a reason that i can actually put into words, i just do it.
i hate being hurt, but most of all i hate when my friends get hurt becasue of something that has to do with me. it's amazing how little drama there would be in my life right now if i would have made a few different choices just a few months ago.
good news though is that my brother is moving to evansville with sarah and the doggie and the kitty! i missed my brother. i love that he's happy again.
Oh and more good news, Squirl came to see me today. she got me out of the house and we talked. we gossiped casue that's what i seem to be good at lately, yeah! it's amazing how much she knows about a place she doesn't work at anymore, she knew shit i didn't even know.
jason and me with help from anna have decided on my new tattoos. they are going to be so frikkin' cute and so me!!