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Aug 24, 2006 23:20

i found out yesterday that a friend of mine that i work with died tuesday night. Everyone at work is 99% sure that he committed suicide. the funeral is saturday and i will be there. i have to go in between a 9:30 meeting and a 2pm shift and it's in princton. i don't care though. i miss him so much already and it's only been since monday since i saw him. he sent me a text message the night he died, asking why he would be mad at me. i'm afraid to listen to my media player cause 80% of my songs were from him ... it took everything i had today not to cry every 20 minutes. i said i couldn't cry cause i wasn't wearing water-proof mascara! silly me! all i can think is why didn't i have my phone turned on so i could've heard his message? i just wanted to at least say good bye! i hate knowing that i didn't say bye.

but i did come home tonight to a clean house. mark did the dishes, took out the trash, vacuumed and even rearranged a bit. man do i love him.
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