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oh ok then, we had a meeting at work yesterday morning. mark was there, he was ok. then he doesn't come into work. i was asked to try and get a hold of him all night by my managers. so much for thinking only several servers knew about us. anyway, all he tells me is that he's ok. well that makes me worry evenmore cause he won't tell me why he didn't show up or where is was or who he was with. argh. then i talk to him when i get home last night and he tells me not to worry and that he might come over tomorrow to see me. he doesn't show up for work this morning either. so yeahi will have another night of questions ahead of me and i'm not looking forward to it. he's more than likely fired unless he comes up with one helluva story. i doubt he still has a job or that he wants it anyway, that place was breaking him down and i can see why! what hurts the most is that i can't do anything to help him right now. well that and the fact that he still thinks he's alone. i guess he's been alone so long he's not ready to see that i'm here. and on the other hand there's me who has been alone for so long i don't want to let him go when i just got him! argh sorry for another post about this crappy-ass situation. thanks for all your hugs!!!