mood swings
i hate mood swings... but i hate depression more. it's just totally so not fun... i suppose being away from everyone has one up-side - i'm working out now... and doing my homework (reading) before the day it's due. but when the only alternative is staring wistfully at all the pictures under my bed and on my closet door, anything beats that. i'm not going home any time soon, so i'd might as well just get over it. no point in lamenting. i'm stuck out here, the end. it's all fine and dandy to say this, but it doesn't work - i still feel like shit and want to come home. how many weeks til thanksgiving? nevermind, i don't think i want to know. maybe i'll go have a visit with the ducks on campus today. tho as a funny thought...or amusing observation... i have a moody entry, i get the replies i expect and some i don't, and then i feel guilty. am i being unreasonable with my mood swings? probably. and since it apparently makes people worry, guess there's nothing to do but make happy lj entries. sure, this would require covering up depression/depressing thoughts, but those of you who know me rea~lly well, you guys know i can pull this off even better than our little psychologist the duck duck. so this is it for depressing entries. and now, i should get started on my homework. so laters everyone.