=( <--Sad face.
Well.. Today I left Kansas to go to Missouri. Today has been my mope around day and be sad and glum. Everythings just making me saaaaaaad. =(
Basically my Dad told me he can't afford to keep me at his place with all this shit happening.. For instance.. His paycheck was getting garnished because my dumb shit fucking Sister can't learn how to pay her fucking bills. Did I mention she should be shot? Because she's an inconsiderate selfish bitch.
Lalala.. Anyhow so yeah. My Aunt gets online and says shes taking me in! So I'm living in MO now............................... Somemore dots......... I'm super sad. =( Tried not to break down in tears since I've been here. I really just feel terrible.
Then the whole car ride to MO.. All I could think about was John. I can't help but miss him. =\ Even if all he said was "Hi" I think that would brighten my day, sadly enough. Although, I'm sure he could careless by now.. Which is what I should be saying right now but no I'm a dumbshit go figure. I don't think he really understood he could insult me all day, then just out of the blue say one nice thing to me and it would just cheer me up like no other.
And now my hand hurts from me playing with those stupid ass cuts on my hand. I should smack myself. >
Basically my Dad told me he can't afford to keep me at his place with all this shit happening.. For instance.. His paycheck was getting garnished because my dumb shit fucking Sister can't learn how to pay her fucking bills. Did I mention she should be shot? Because she's an inconsiderate selfish bitch.
Lalala.. Anyhow so yeah. My Aunt gets online and says shes taking me in! So I'm living in MO now............................... Somemore dots......... I'm super sad. =( Tried not to break down in tears since I've been here. I really just feel terrible.
Then the whole car ride to MO.. All I could think about was John. I can't help but miss him. =\ Even if all he said was "Hi" I think that would brighten my day, sadly enough. Although, I'm sure he could careless by now.. Which is what I should be saying right now but no I'm a dumbshit go figure. I don't think he really understood he could insult me all day, then just out of the blue say one nice thing to me and it would just cheer me up like no other.
And now my hand hurts from me playing with those stupid ass cuts on my hand. I should smack myself. >