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Someone told me today on MSN of all places that I sound a lot happier.
I think it's true. I think I'm really happy to know that my life is going somewhere. Even if it won't be for another little while, I know that I'll be working towards it :)
I still haven't told my aunt I'm leaving. I feel so bad about it. I know she shouldn't, but she will take it personally.. My uncle will say I barely gave Ottawa a chance and that the whole move will have been for nothing (He's way too predictable..). Everytime I go there, I say to myself that I'll tell her, and I just haven't been able to say it. I feel really bad, because everytime I'm there she hugs me and tells me how happy she is to have me around. She already doesn't understand why my mom doesn't want to leave Nova Scotia, so I don't think she will understand why I want to go back.. But she's got enough money that she could come visit my mom and I. She's so similar to me, but so different at the same time. She's all about the working even if you don't really like your job, just to make as much money as you can. Going where the opportunities are. Not saying she's not happy, but she'd rather make a few sacrifices and make money, than just keep what you have and making enough to live comfortably.
I know why, though.. I know that they (meaning my parents and my aunt&uncle) all had a hard time growing up. They didn't have as many opportunities as I do now. They had to work really hard to get where they are now. And they see how many opportunities I have to make a lot of money. But as I said before, I don't want to be doing anything if I'm not going to be happy doing it.
I think it's true. I think I'm really happy to know that my life is going somewhere. Even if it won't be for another little while, I know that I'll be working towards it :)
I still haven't told my aunt I'm leaving. I feel so bad about it. I know she shouldn't, but she will take it personally.. My uncle will say I barely gave Ottawa a chance and that the whole move will have been for nothing (He's way too predictable..). Everytime I go there, I say to myself that I'll tell her, and I just haven't been able to say it. I feel really bad, because everytime I'm there she hugs me and tells me how happy she is to have me around. She already doesn't understand why my mom doesn't want to leave Nova Scotia, so I don't think she will understand why I want to go back.. But she's got enough money that she could come visit my mom and I. She's so similar to me, but so different at the same time. She's all about the working even if you don't really like your job, just to make as much money as you can. Going where the opportunities are. Not saying she's not happy, but she'd rather make a few sacrifices and make money, than just keep what you have and making enough to live comfortably.
I know why, though.. I know that they (meaning my parents and my aunt&uncle) all had a hard time growing up. They didn't have as many opportunities as I do now. They had to work really hard to get where they are now. And they see how many opportunities I have to make a lot of money. But as I said before, I don't want to be doing anything if I'm not going to be happy doing it.