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what a boring day!! slept all day is what i did, it was kinda enjoying except the fact that im in pain and im sick! everything is wrong with me, my throat hurts, my eyes hurt, my ears are killing me, i cant caugh cuz my head is going to explode,i have a killer headache, i cant move my neck, my body aches, my nose is stuffy, just everything, i could barely move last night i hurt so much i was crying. im GONNA DIE!! not only that but my mom told me today that we arent going to have a christmas, i knew in the back of my head but i wasnt positive and i didnt wanna face the facts, but my mom told me today and it sucks. i see all the trees in peoples windows, all decorated, i see families doing to together when i drive by, christmas lights up, presents under the trees, the smell of pine when u walk into a house, just everything. I hate pushing my holidays on other families its like oh i have no christmas feel sorry for me and take me in as your own. im tired of it its driving me insane. its not just christmas but all my other holidays too. oh no easter let my dye eggs with u and eat your candy, no thanksgiving, let me help cook the turkey, no xmas, let me open your presents. i mean i dont have a lot what other families have, its like i have no family, i do but then again i dont. so everyone who reads this when your mom makes u stay home cuz u gotta help cook the turkey, or u cant hang with your friends cuz its xmas day, or u have to help decorate, or makes u help the lil kids on easter, not even just holidays, when your mom wants to meet your date for a dance, or help u get ready, or even bugs you for pictures: enjoy it! dont take it for granted it may sound a little funny but i wish i had all that. dont take anything for granted when it comes to family u have everything i dont, its upsetting. not even when it comes to family shit. when homework roles around i dont have to do it. everyone hates it when their parents make em do home work, well mine doesnt and i actually wish they did, they dont make me do chores either, u wanna know what that equals? dirty house and bad grades (except for my room cuz htats my personal space and i like it to be clean) everyone wishes their parents didnt make them do chores, or homework, well think about it where would u be if they didnt? parents are a good thing believe me or not but they are, few words of wisdom from the great mallory, enjoy your family life and what it gives to u, enjoy the fact that u get in trouble for doing bad things, cuz if u didnt ud do bad things more often right? it keeps u from leading down the wrong road, parents are there to keep u on the right one, so take the yellow brick road!