Confused
As of late I have been pondering about religion. What it means to be religious and how to go about being religious. I was born and raised by a very nonreligious family so simply asking my parent's about their beliefs leads me to a dead end.
I really don't know what or even how to believe. How does one start believing in God when they never have their entire life? It just feels like things would have been simpler if I had been born into a more religious setting but I wasn't. I've been through both good and bad times and never felt the need to pray or worship some deity.
There are times when I wish I could be religious but I really don't even know how which is really quite sad to say. It seems like stuff like that should come naturally. But even when I try I always run into questions that no one will ever be able to answer. And then there are also the downsides of looking into it. It is really hard to believe that which I read seeing how it pretty much leads to to believe that things can and will most likely get worse.
It's just too easy saying that I am an Aethiest but I really do want to believe, but I cannot.
Ugh! So confusing...
I really don't know what or even how to believe. How does one start believing in God when they never have their entire life? It just feels like things would have been simpler if I had been born into a more religious setting but I wasn't. I've been through both good and bad times and never felt the need to pray or worship some deity.
There are times when I wish I could be religious but I really don't even know how which is really quite sad to say. It seems like stuff like that should come naturally. But even when I try I always run into questions that no one will ever be able to answer. And then there are also the downsides of looking into it. It is really hard to believe that which I read seeing how it pretty much leads to to believe that things can and will most likely get worse.
It's just too easy saying that I am an Aethiest but I really do want to believe, but I cannot.
Ugh! So confusing...