It's May and tomorrow feels like September

May 03, 2013 00:07

This summer has already scheduled in so damn quick that:
1)I have no free weekend
2)I am stressed about it
3)i don't feel i can sign my son up for gymnastics as we promised because he may be gone 4 out of 8 weeks. 4)omghowthehelldoidoallthiswithoutdissappointingeveryonewhoisnotmyhusband!

I potentially have the chance to travel to Europe and I don't even feel good about it.
Yeah... maybe I need to accept the guilt of walking away from groups I support for a few months just to get less events thrown at me for a few months. I don't know. Sucks. I wish I had free time so I could see friends.
As it is I'm not doing things here in MA so I can go to RSC Reunion... which should make me happy but is leaving me conflicted. I don't think my classmates other than Toombs care one way or the other to see me so I'm wondering why I'm ditching Open Studios and another money making opprotunity to go. The answer is: you always do that which you can't do again.
Gotta keep focusing on that.
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